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[May. 9th, 2006|05:21 pm] |
I have a TON of yarn up for swap, and I am open to anything except more acrylics, just make me an offer. :)
Oh, the Pics are a little big. Dial up, beware!!
( you know you want my yarn ) |
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[Oct. 7th, 2005|10:34 pm] |
I got a new car. It's a 1998 black convertible Corvette.
I HAVE WINDBLOWN HAIR, BABY! WOO-HOOO!
Yeah, I like it just a little (little) bit. |
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[Oct. 4th, 2005|09:40 pm] |
Whoever reads this-please tell me...wtf is EMO?
No, seriously, I don't know. |
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[Aug. 20th, 2005|09:15 am] |
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My grandma died Thursday night at 9:00. Even though I knew she would die soon, it's still horrible. I thought that it would be easier, since I knew it was coming. But you can never be prepared for something like this. |
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[Aug. 11th, 2005|08:15 pm] |
bad day today. bad bad bad.
to make a long (painful) story short...
my mom called me this afternoon.
she was talking about how my grandma is really sick. well, my grandma has alzheimers and it has really been hard on her, and she has been getting wors for a long time now. so this is not unexpected.
so, i went to go see her.
first, the facts: she has lost 18 lbs this week. her ribs and pelvis are grossly protuding from her bedridden body. she has not eaten in 5 days. she has had nothing to drink in 5 days. her doctor says she has had several STROKES in the past few days (between 1-2 per DAY).
the doctor says she has 2-3 days to live.
i am in shock. i knew she was sick, but i never new it was this bad.
i knew that she was sick, this is not at all unexpected. but i am really upset. all i can do is cry. this is my grandma, and i love her, and selfish as it may be, i don't want her to die. i love her. |
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[Aug. 3rd, 2005|10:08 pm] |
I got a new car today! It's a 1978 Datsun 280z. Pretty damn hot. Needs new paint though. Also needs a speedometer, master cylinder, head gasket, bolts that go to head, new carpet and floor mats, an antannae, and the AC needs to be recharged, along with several other small things. The interior is in almost perfect condition except for the carpet. The seats and doors are perfect, and it has a great sound system. What a fun little project car!
Nothing else is new. |
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[Jul. 19th, 2005|10:16 pm] |
There was just a car crash outside my house. It was kind of scary. But no one was hurt.
On another, happier note,
I got a $1.50 raise today!!!
And I finished Harry Potter on Sunday, and wow, it was good. Crazy and unexpected good. |
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[Jul. 15th, 2005|09:58 pm] |
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this is kind of a weird, off-the-wall post, but...
my husband and i want a baby. i know, i know, we're too young...
but it's crazy how intensely we want a child.
maybe tonight is the night.... ;) |
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[Jul. 3rd, 2005|06:33 pm] |
Well, I think I'm going to go back to school. I signed up for Calculus, Prob. & Stat., Ballet, and an English class. I think that's enough if I'm still working. I want to be a teacher. It would be either high school math or second or third grade. Anyhow, I also want to learn spanish and dance ballet in the meantime. I have pointe shoes to earn! Though it seems practically impossible to get a BA in math and a teaching credential, learn to speak fluent Spanish, and get pointe shoes in four years. But I can do it. At this particular moment, I have everything pretty well figured out.
I am especially motivated right now.
But how will I pay for all this??? |
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[Jun. 15th, 2005|07:56 pm] |
you know what, if you don't have the balls to sign in, you can't fucking comment in my journal. i hope that you don't think that was a mature response. you don't know anything about me except for three little paragraphs, so don't you try to tell me that you know what's best for me or you know better than me. i have a perfect marriage, blessed by my parents, my husband's parents, and god. you don't know me.
and if you want to help someone who's having a tough time, be nice. do you know what it's like to have a mortgage? do mommy and daddy still spoon-feed you wads of cashand pay your tuition? fuck you. i'm living my life the way i want to live it. i make my own bed (the one that I paid for) and i love my independence. there are bumps along any road, and i never expected life would be perfect and i wouldn't want mine to be. |
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[Jun. 10th, 2005|10:28 pm] |
beware! many pictures behind cut. some of them are not very pretty. you have been warned.
( click click click ) |
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[Jun. 8th, 2005|09:31 pm] |
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I am so depressed. I am trying to work full time and take an online class and I have this huge house to clean and a husband to feed and all I want to do is dance. I am soo tired of commitments. Work has never been this stressful before, and the bills are stacking up. I feel like I just can't do it anymore. I need more time in the day. I have no motivation to do this stupid online class. I have an essay due at midnight tonight, and no motivation to do it. It would be so nice to know that I have people rooting for me... my coworkers listen to me, and I know they just can't wait to hear that I'm failing my classes, or that my mortgage is a month late. People can be so nasty. I hate the stress of it all. When did life get so damn hard? Why does responsibilty suck so fucking much? Why did I get such a stupid tattoo. I already regret it. I wish my parents cared. They don't give a shit that I'm trying to get a degree. They couldn't care less. When did that happen? They used to be proud of me. All I want to do is cry and give up, but I won't. Except maybe I will give up the classes. All this work and I feel like I'm never getting ahead. Sorry for the vent. |
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[Jun. 3rd, 2005|10:41 pm] |
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i finally got an icon |
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[Apr. 1st, 2005|10:33 pm] |
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today was crazy. work was insane, and I didn't get off until 7. I didn't have any time to stretch either. I have been trying to stretch a lot lately because I'm just picking up ballet again after two years of no dance at all. I don't have splits or anything and all my muscles tightened up. anyhow, I'm tired and I'm going to bed. goodnight. |
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